Captain Jazz

I'm in the process of switching rooms. This feels much much better.

What have I been up to? Seeing the only cute guy I've ever seen in santa cruz, and finding that what we have in common is that our favorite FF was 9, and we like other video games. I wish I was better at making friends.

BUT I am going to Indio to see Kylie and Carlos and it will be awesome and I will love it.

I think I want to work at Best Buy now.



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Bugs bunny plays the right notes on the piano.

I had a dream where I was in my car. I was in the backseat on the right, and he was driving from the backseat on the left. Later I found myself on the sidewalk, and he had stolen my car. I wish I had a dream dictionary right about now, though I can sort of decipher the symbolism.

Counting down to the days with no responsibility. Usually one reason I dont like going to Texas is that I feel closed off from friends, and that I am not busy doing things. But it will be nice to lack the chaos, and just relax at my dear old grandpa's house. also, to FINALLY see Kylie and Carlos, even though it will only be a night, It will be savored!

Also cannot wait to pick a new schedule, and to be smarter about it. Mornings = less responsibility = me hating other pages less for handing me all the work. Also, maybe I will learn an instrument. Banjo would be cool, but this college doesnt offer it. i will have to think of something else.

Also, Django Reindhart makes cool music. Awesome guitarist missing two fingers. wtf. relevant to my interests.

hippies dry-heaving to the sounds of Ghana.

This place can be really weird. When you hear people say "i don't care what anyone thinks about me", not even close.

stuck in a rut.

Can't sleep, it feels too bright or something. I told my mom I plan on moving out in the future, hah. She was depressed a little. Life is too short to not be having fun. I wish I could visit my childhood friends, been reminiscing about that lately. summer '09 comin' atcha!

I solemnly swear to uphold the constitution and to defend it's honor.

I get free bus passes for working at the library, cool. I had a good burger, and bought a copy of a book that was signed to some girl named Kate, the note was cryptic but I like the little sketch. It's rainy and nice. I love my dog.

This morning I slaved over a hot oven from 7 to 11, making 3 batches of cookies shaped like hearts and teapots, of which only one batch came out. Also, a dozen cupcakes for a potluck this morning. Only 1 cupcake and 1 cookie was subtracted from the plate. So I've been on a rant about it.

I passed my permit test yesterday and only missed 3 as opposed to 10. I still didn't really study though so I don't know. Time to start driving, at such a wonderful time too. When gas is spiking up near 4.50 now. I won't even want to drive anywhere once I'm able to. It'll never come down.

I went to the dentist and I have to get my wisdom teeth out, I'm not down with those sorts of things. Those sorts of people.

I took a jar of change in to coinstar and got 30 bucks out of it, and then I went to Logo's and blew it all on a few books. Siddhartha by herman hesse, the old man and the sea by hemingway, and a classification book for fish, and I think another but I don't remember.

pictures under the cut of my bake goods and all of the books on display
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i have to hurry this because my charger died and i'm on 2% battery life. WHY IS EVERYTHING BREAKING, goddamnit. Well, I went to the swap meet and got some good finds. Some cassettes and a dual cassette player and a really pretty book that I'm going to gut and rebind so that it's a journal and It's cool because it's a book called ESSAYS AND JOURNALS, with really pretty gold design on the front. My ipod is drying out slowly but surely, bad things come in 3's don't they? so maybe this is it for me, ipod, yelling girl, and charger dying, hopefully that's it. ugh, gotta go about to die probably won't be back for a while, okayohnogottagodyingbye.

I'm procrastinating. I need to finish an art project, and an argumentative essay.
I just took a shower and i don't feel clean. I hate that feeling.
good dreams. one month! I'm comin' for ya!


the chills over and over again.